love forever

i 'm bored with love and tired in getting involved with it. I nearly fed up in finding a guy that can love me .I was trying to find new love by googling . google and google suddenly i found a picture of old people in love , so i decide to write this post :

bila da tua nanti

aku tetap nak main kejar-kejar dengan suami aku mcam dulu

bila da tua nanti

aku teteap nak dating tepi pantai dengan laki aku mcam muda-muda dulu

 

bila da tua nanti

aku tetap nak merajuk macam dulu kalau dia buat salah kat aku

bila da tua nanti

aku tetap nak dating tepi jambatan macam dulu-dulu

bila da tua nanti

aku tetap nak menyanyi dgn laki aku bawah poko tempat kitorng selalu dating dulu .

as conclusion , life ni sekejap je , so use ur time wisely , memang la orng cakap buang tabiat sebab da tua tapi , peduli hapa aku , aku nak jugak , so my future husband , i just want you to know i wanna be with you till my last breath .

unaswer questions

why you still bugging me hazim?

why you say 'i love you and you leave me alone qayyum?

why you say im urs afit?

why you miscall me last night rahman?

why you keep on calling me and say you love me kerry ?

why you came back to my life after this while ajwad?

why why why why !! why!!!

i need answers, you guys had left me, cheat me, and even dump me again and again ,but why you still says nenna i love you ?. CAn you just keep that stupid I love you to your self? Korang ni x malu ke haa? mintak maaf pun tak but then still mintak aku jadi awek korang . Ape? KO ingat aku ni patung ?

one of this guy had said, ' I nampak you hari tu, i jerit panggil you , but you x toleh pun , you x da la gemok mana, baby i love you ' . Hey? if im fat , im ugly, would you said baby i love you ? Answer me, does pysical look means a lot to you ? Owkh so those girls out there have to be pretty , perfect figure, big boops , sexy ass just to get guys to like them?. Gila kejam! Why dont you guys cermin muka dulu!

hazim : If you love me, you'll prove it to me.if you can't just leave me alone.

qayyum: if giving everything to you are your priority ,then i would just walk away .

afit : she needs you , im not your type im srry

rahman: ko nak pe lagi lahanat!

kerry : if you really love me, change your attitude , please , it hurts me and people aroud you .

ajwad : fuck off!

eyume, again-.-

seriously, im tired of being in this situation . My realationship with Qayyum will never going anywhere. He askin too much and i cant be what he want me to be. I not even his girlfriend , how can i sure that he wont did the sme thing as my exes? Both of us had a great fight just now. I was in the car (otw blik serembn from penang ) he suddnly keep on asking about weird things. I'm getting worry with his attitude. He is just like Hazim ruslan , but much better, i dont know, someone please help me? , HAHAHA.

I just smile when qayyum says' lagipun,kalau i x da ,hazim ruslan adee kn ?. hope you guys happy forver,' haih, i just dont get it . Whats ur problem? you want me? come and ask me to be ur girl . I just cant understand guys. Today you said something nice, later, u abandon me like a jerk .

what ? If this thing keep on goinng ,within ten years , i have to wear paper bag as my mask , thnk you very much . haih . stupid dum dum .-.-

kuala lumpur with rarawrr feat safwan -.-

Yesterdaay, rarawrr and i went to kl. She slept at my home and yeah we had tons off fun! I started my day by receiving tons off calls and miss calls by hazim ruslan. I just ignore him , hello? i tryin to build a new life here!. We arrived at kl , around 12.30 and we shoot off to pavi to meet basyar and amir. guess what! kak ili where there to :D kena and azril were'nt there, they went and watched a movie(or making a movie, )

Later we went to bb and meet safwan!! Grr, he told us that his band will perform at 6.oo p.m, so he asked us to go to the hotel and lepak-lepak with his friends, i was like ' wekh , aku tau judo ko jgn main2', safwan cakap'muka ni muka jahat ke? polis tgk pun polis lepaskn tau ' . so we went and find rara a pair of sandals, cause kaki ra melecet. after an hour pusing bb x jumpa-jumpa sandals yg rara nak so i and ra do some shopping.

After 3 hours of non-stop walking, and crapping , we went to the hotel and meet with safwan's friends . Seriously, they were funny .We snap some funny pictures, and had a little chit-chat with kak tini . Suddenly, hazim ruslan call me .

hazim: u , u kat mana?

nenna: i kat bb asl?

hazim: u turun u x ckp en kat i

nenna: asl nk kena bgtau u

hazim u turun dgn sape?

nenna: dengan ra

hazim : u , x nampak i ke tadi?

nenna: x asl ? u de kat sini ke?

hazimm: a'ah jum jumpa

nenna: x nak ar

hazim: ala pleaze syg , jgn bawak ra

nenna: x nk

hazim: knpa?

nenna: you pikir sendiri i mls nk jwb

hazim: please jum jumpa kat bb

nenna: pape ar

i off my fone. Harsh but , who care right? ade dia penah kesah ke aku skit hati ke tak masa dia buat aku dulu so , what comes aroud comes around ar,*****. back to the story , we went back at 6.00 and arrived at serembn aroud 7 something . Ayah called me when im 32 km away from serembn , he askin me to get home fast as one of my realative just past away . DAmn! ayah x taw kot aku gi kl , so memng mencanak nk smpai seremban , haih . i shoot of to penang at 9.00 p.m. i'm so tired-.-

the most important is, i have lots and lots of fun , it was the greatest thing that ever happen to me after broke up with hazim ruslan ,:D I love rara, i love safwan , haha if rara nak couple dgn safwan seriously, i will give you green pass . :D may god bless you both!

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mereka yang kurang cerdik

i'm so not in mood right now. So here is my story for today . let see, i woke up at 6. 15 today and went to school at 7.00 a.m , . I arrived at school with my stupid fake smile on my face and yes i wore slipers to school today . then mr shanga(sorry aku x peduli pun ejaan macam mana) stopped me and scolded me. hello? aku da cakap kaki aku melecet x kan x faham? ( jari kaki aku yang paling kecik tu ada benjol and ada air kat dalam tu) so he sent me to PK HEM's room.  ceh siap ada prefect esscort lagi , bravo gila kluster la skola KING GEORGE V !! WALLA WEII AKU TABIK SIAL !

EN HADI : kenapa awak pakai selipar pegi skola?

NENNA: kaki saya melecet cikgu

EN HADI : AWAK TELEFON AYAH AWAK AMIK AWAK SEKARANG

NENNA: ayah saya ada meeting , dia dekat putrajaya sekarang

EN HADI : awak sruh ibu awak amik awak

NENNA: Mak saya kat petaling jaya sekarng cikgu

EN HADI : saya x kesah , awak suruh abng awak amik

NENNA: saaya x da abang

EN HADI : suruh kakak awak amik

NENNA: saya x da kakak

EN HADI : suruh pakcik ke makcik awak amik awak

NENNA: saya x da saudara mara kat serembn semua kat kl

EN HADI : awak balik dengan van sekola, tukar selipar awak tu lepas tu ddtg sekola balik

NENNA: okay ape-ape je la cikgu .

then i have to fill up 'borang kuning ' yg seperti kita semua sedia maklum borng kesalahn . then isi borng hijau pulak , (borng kebenaran pulang ). lepas tu isi buku merah pulak (buku sial ), tah hapa hapa tah semata-mata untuk sepasng kasut sekola , da la hari last skola pulak tu .

later, i have to find mrs, gan or pn endon untuk tandatangan guru bertugas. ANd prefect india tu still ikot je bontot aku , aku geram so aku cakap la, 'kalau aku masuk jamban gi berak , kau pun nak masuk gak ke?', ' mr shangga ask me to follow you . fine! nak ikot sgt kan , aku bawak kau pusing satu sekola, mula-mula aku naik block makmal sampai aras dua, then turun balik, lepas tu pegi masuk kelas aku , then pusing ikot jalan jauh ke swimming pool , ha mengah kau mengejar aku , tu la gemok sangat !!

then , pakcik tu pun hantar aku balik naik van sekola, kalah anak menteri, semata-mata sebb selipar ko anta aku balik gi tukar lepas tu hanatr gi sekola balik ,Kan bazir minyak tu , sampai asyraf si ketua pengawas pun pelik , dala ramai pakai selipar gi sekola, aku sorng je yang ken a, x rasa cibai ke?

p/s: memnag kurng cerdik la en , sampai benda senng pun kau nak complicated kan , denda aku sudah, ni x siap anta aku balik pulak , x rase macam tuut ke? sapa cikgu sapa student ni bai? hahhaha
stupid. Masuk bilik PK HEM tu memng favourite ku la en , ekh ekh brapa skola da akku masuk kut so ? x heran hahahhaha kelakar lak ai .

guy sebastian ,

Lets see, i woke up at 5.50 this morning , ish i always get up at 6.oo a.m , ayah la ni , kacau orang tido . Later, i grab my shampoo, my conditioner,my tooth brush, my mascara, my soap , my hairdrier ,my bras and my panties. yeah! bersedia untuk swimming!!

i went down and tgk ayah still asleep lagi , kejut-kejt kan ayah and then he sent us to school. I entered my class and scream out loud when saw jaja and bella .( saje-saje nak jerit .-_-). tiga-tiga bawak laptop so kitorng trasfer lagu, tukar-tukar game, then on9 kat canteen .

the truth is nothing intersting happened today . I promised syed iqmal ferdaus  (also known as Guy) to find him a pair of pants for prom . I waited him at the school gate. ANd hell yeah , guy did wear a hot pink t-shirt and a pair of gray trousers. Nak cakap hensem x la jugak but bole la tahan . :)

HE came to me and says, 'nenna pukul 3.30 la kita gi, aku nak makan pizza jap , dak-dak ni belanja.". aku pun da menyirap." yela pape jela". So my brother and i walked to parkson , I told him about a bunch of form 1 girls who talking badly about me.

Asymal, went to uncle sam cyber cafe, or should i say a topup shop . I was going  into the toilet when suddenly i heard someone calls out my name. Owkh its Guy .

guy : wekh tunggu la

nenna: nak ape ? kata pukul 3.30

guy: ala

nenna: gi la makan pizza kau tu

guy : ala x jadi sebab takut kau tinggal kan aku macam hari tu

nenna: tinggal? -_____-(confuse?)

nenna: kau suka aku ke guy ? hahahhaha aku

bukan tinggal kau dowkh , aku terlupa aku janji

nak teman ko bli seluar, sorry guy , x pe jap gi aku belnja makn

guy : betul ni? da da jum gerak cepat

nenna: yela yela

i have a litle heart to heart conversation with guy.

nenna: aku ni ada masalah laki owkh

guy : kau memng suka laki bermasalh ni

nenna: macam mana nk determine lelaki tu baik ke x?

guy: kau mas mula-mula tengok aku kau pikir ape

nenna: hahha muka bengong

guy : itu lah ciri-ciri laki berguna

nenna: erk ? aah agak la, aku x pernh dgr kau mncarut lagi,

aku buat kau sakit hati pun kau le senyum cam org bodo

guy : ha tu la laki yg x bermasalah n berguna

nenna: kau jgn couple la guy, tunggu aku da hbis skola

baru kau couple

guy : asl lak ?

nenna: da tu kau asyik berkepit dgn aku je

guy : x aku nak couple sekrng gak

nenna: bgus la jgn asyik bekepit je dgn aku

as i was crossing the road ,suddenly 2 mat rempit stop betul-betul sebelah aku and says some unpleasant words at me . I look into guy's eyes and i think he understand that i'm scared . He hold my shoulder and drag me near his chest . aku terkejut gak ar , guy bagi pndngan maut. then those two mat rempit just laugh and blah .

guy: tahu pun kau cuak

nenna: cuak ar kang rogol aku cam na?

guy: cam bangang je lki tu

nenna: tau pun

then guy finally found a pair of white pants , ahh yang for me x berbaloi nak beli semata-mata untuk prom , Later, guy asked me to help him to choose a boxer . Aku pun cakp la aku suka boxer yang comel-comel but semua yang comel x da size guy . yang ada 'S' and 'XL'.THen we went to NKI bistro for lunch. Owkh bru aku tau guy suka sangat dengan roti naan . He order up naan cheese(sedap la) while i ordered naan garlic and chicken tandoori.

nenna:guy, aku ni cam budak-budak ekh ?

guy: aah x macam budak form 4 langsung

nenna: banggang la kau ni

guy: kau tengok tu perngai cam budak2

nenna: suka hati aku la!

guy : asymal, ko tgk kakak kau ni skit2 merajuk

nenna: aku x merajuk laa!!

then we find a cab and went home :D

THE END!

love strikes again ?

currently doing : texting qayyum .

wearing :naked.

okay here goes. Haih , love love love ,GOd please help me, Trust him or ignore him ? , I choose trust him , Love him or hate him ? i choose love . I'm confuse, i dont know what to do . Nak cakap scandal x jugak , nak cakap couple x jugak but mulut still cakap 'syg i love you '. haih , help me :(

hazim : suddenly finding me back . still confuse
kerry : haih mamat ni aku pun x faham asl
qayyum : love him . :)

conlusion, = confuse .

beggar

 NAA JAAFAR

Hazim miss call me on 14th of november 11,45 p.m . I didnt pick it up as i had fall asleep , later he called me on the next day , haih im tired la hazim , u x penat ke? . then last nite he cant stop calling me , he asked me to be back with him . I was like what ? you cheat me, and you want me to be yours again ? If sekali you cheat me i still can forgive you but 2 kali ? come on la sapa x marah ?

text received

hazim : ilysm

      :hm .bby,b rindu sgt2 kat bby,ilysm bby

      :its okay. b nak bby thu b syg bby

      :bby ilysm

      :i nk kawan dgn you . i thu if i mintk cpl pn
       u tkkn nk but i nk u tau i syg u . okay ?

      :takpela. u btul da benci i . u nk btol2 over
       dgn i?syg dont leave me. pls!

      :pls

      :hm. i syg u. semua da tinggalkan i. i da x
       da sape.serious .if i nk kat epa n myang .
       i da tak layan you da . hm

theres tons more but i hve deleted it , buat semak dalam inbox aku je :D. hahhaha heres some of eyume messages:

eyume: i miss you nenna!

          :bby ur mine

          :iknow and i wont do such things like
           they do to u

          :yes i promise

          :i cant stop loving you

          : i love you hunney

and tons gi text yng x sesuai untuk dipaparkan ngeee :D. I dont know, maybe its still to early to fall in love again after what hazim had done to me, yeah betul cakap ra, 'ko senang dapat balak tapi bila break nangis x bole blah '. easy to get n hard to forget, logic la tu . PAPE pun , I'm in dilema. haih-_-

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